Tape version of The Mournful Utterance. Blue tape limited to 25.
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2 sided T shirt with logo on front and album cover printed on the back. Printed on Gildan Soft Style.
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4 sided shirt with logo and title sleeve print, logo on the front and album cover on the back. Printed on Gildan Ultra Cotton
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lyrics
In the night I realize that I
Push away all who I love.
In the act of self preservation.
To defend against loves mutation!
Everyone deserves happiness, but I.
The inside of my heart yearns for love but I reject it
Because I do not deserve what they have to offer me.
As hard as I try to break down these walls.
They only grow higher, with each kiss my love.
A push to contact is a push to suicide
Then I crawl back towards the light!
Everyone deserves happiness, but I.
The flames rise higher, the walls go up, I will push you all away.
And if you try to get inside my heart, I'll tear you up tear by tear!
This time I swear to you I won't show any emotion back.
Do not attempt to break me from my hell, I do not need to see the light.
This burning hate I hold for myself, lives eternally inside.
Now only in the end will I love again when I've died.
Nobody will understand.
I will not see your love as positive.
Everyone deserve happiness...but I
Why?
supported by 5 fans who also own “The Painful Utterance”
A consistently amazing band! Brings in new elements without letting up on the intensity. The saxophone adds an interesting edge, helping with the cacophony, sometimes, almost melodic at others... Brian Parker
36 choice cuts - one from each 2015 LP, plus music from new signings on the mighty and 25-years-strong Relapse label. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 4, 2015